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I will draw just about anything for you, except for:

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- Explicit sexual themes (suggestive themes are okay to a certain extent)

I'd like to note I am not all that good at body proportions and animals or Pokémon. However, I will always give it my best shot. ^^

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Basically, I thought I had to update again. I mean, last real update was...months ago. =w=;;

So...my drawing's been going well. At least, that's how I feel about it anyways. I've been improving and working on anatomy a liiiiittle more, but without a whole lot of success, in my opinion. I guess I'll eventually get there.

I've also been thinking more about drawing animals and/or Pokémon, aaaand I've tried it; I can't draw horses. xD

I've also been finishing a commission for my mother, which is due Friday. She asked me to draw something for a school project of hers, the main theme being "Keeping Your Students To Pay Attention". Her idea was to have a teacher riding a horse, kind of cowboy-styled and   kind of having a rope around a group of students with the text "De klas erbij houden" whiiich roughly translates to "Keeping your Students to Pay Attention". There's gotta be a shorter way to put it in English though...right..? xD

So, ma'am teacher throwing a rope around a bunch of kids with a text on the rope and the teacher on a horse. So far, it's looking good. 
I got to a point where I wanted to show my progress and I had done like, half the shading and I showed it to my mom and she was all like: "You finished it already? o-o" and all like "Oh it's amazing sweetie! ;3;" like most moms do I guess /shot and I was all like "Er...noooo. I still have to shade like, half the students. x'D" and she was all like: "Oh."

And then we went to discuss the 'price' of my drawing (she's actually gonna pay me 'cause it's a commission and I'm like nooo you don't have toooo ;; ) and I showed her my commission stand thingie on my page and...we discovered that one drawing of ten dA points is worth €0,08, which is nothing for a drawing. xD And she's not sure yet and I'm still all like "You shouldn't pay meeee... ;w;"

Anyways.

Point Commissions are opened. Requests are opened for close friends (you'll know if you're a close friend or not. C: ) and Kiribans are closed and probably won't ever be open again. xD No real money commissions and gifts are done spontaneously and randomly, usually for friends or somethin'. xP

Reason for this is becauseeee...

...I went tablet shopping with my mom. On Amazon.co.uk, and I found a veeery nice looking Wacom Bamboo tablet, and we wanted to order it with a protective case and whatever...

...but then Amazon told us it'd be 40 euros for SHIPPING. SHIPPING I MEAN WE'RE FLIPPIN' NEIGHBOURS IT SHOULDN'T BE THAT EXPENSIVE DAMMIT.

*pant, pant*

Sooo, we decided to blow that off, and I kind of googled around and tried to find some cheaper ones.

I found the exact same tablet in a Dutch electronics store.

And we ordered it.

And I can pick it up tomorrow! :'D

Meaning that I'll be DONE with mouse art by tomorrow and all Wacom Bamboo starting tomorrow afternoon/evening. ;D

Which is why my commissions are open 'n all now. I'm not expecting everything to go really smoothly or anything - I guess it's a big change to go from 3DS to mouse art to a tablet - but there's a first time for everything~ I'm pretty confident I'll adapt to it (or that it'll adapt to me or something. /shot). And I'm just overly happy at the moment.

Okay, so, new tablet things aside.

I've been writing again. :'D More specifically, continuing On Our Own in a different way. I found all my files and stuff on my supposedly broken flash drive and they're fine and whatever, but...I'll be making quite a big step from OOO to something new. Yeeaaah, lemme just put it that way. ;D 
Writing's been going slow though. I don't think I'll have a new chapter up any time soon. =w=;;

As for real life shizz...that's a bit more of a...well, pit. I haven't been feeling very well and whatever, and I'm not gonna pass this year anymore thanks to me spending more time writing and drawing and whatever than on homework. Stupidest thing I've ever done; I think I'm finally in a class I love and now I'm gonna do it all over again and see them pass with flying colours while I'm just...stuck.

And I've just been feeling lonely. Not really the literal lonely; I mean, I've got friends all around me who support me and whatever, as does my family and I've even got a few teachers I can talk to about it, which is just a giant relief to me. It's more that feeling of being misunderstood and...well, judged, even. 

I mean, a few weeks ago, we had this kid...er, Tom. Lemme call him Tom for now.

Tom's kind of an insensitive douche bag at times, and he kind of concluded I spent more time drawing and writing and whatever than that I focused on my homework. Which wasn't true. I've been focusing a LOT on school now and I feel stressed out and whatever, and then he just comes and is all like: "Hey, your grades miiight just go up a little if you stopped all the drawing. I mean, you don't really do anything but draw. You don't pay attention 'n stuff blablabla"

And then I'm just sitting there, all like: "Shut up, you dunno how I feel or how hard I work", but I'm silent 'n whatever 'cause I feel rude just blurting that out to him, so...I shut up and just keep it to myself and whatever. 't Was on a Friday, just before third period, French.

And I snapped during Greek that same day 'cause of one sentence I couldn't figure out and it was just so frustrating and...I snapped and broke down in tears.

Soooo the teacher, Mrs. W took me out and we talked and it was quite a relief and whatever, and meh. I won't go into details I guess.

And I haven't been feeling very well physically seen either, so yay.

So. From the outside you've got a smiling, almost fifteen year old kid, and from the inside I'm just...

...I'd like to say 'broken', but I'm not really broken.

Kind of twisted around. :/

It's not like I'll be fine. Main thing that's bothering me is probably me just...being scared to make new friends in this new class I'll get into. I mean, I'm even going to be taking Cambridge English classes (basically advanced classes, First Certificate, I believe), and I've wanted to take Cambridge English for sooo long, but it never was available for Gymnasium. And now I'm finally in the program and I feel kind of anxious for some reason, and I've got no idea why. 

...I guess that's about it. Basically poured my heart out in one journal. If nothing horrible happens, you probably won't be hearing me complaining about how horrible my life is and whatever.

So, emotionally...not so good, but I'm happy I've almost got that new tablet. I'll definitely be livestreaming tomorrow and trying that new thing out. I can't wait. x3

See ya 'round~

Mood has got everything to do with the named reasons above; I'll be fine though. I hope...
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Hello everyone~!

You can call me Xela, but I'll go with Alex as well. I'm fourteen years old, fanfiction as well as original story writer and a wannabe-novelist. xD I play the piano on a daily basis, usually video game, pop or anime music and rarely classical music, though I love listening to it all.
I'm a fan of many tv-series, I've got Twitter and Facebook accounts and use them regularly and I'm always open for chats, even if I reply slow. ;w;

My main activities on this account are writing and drawing, and I think I'm doing a fairly good job at it. xD Critiques are requested~

Hope you enjoy, any fave you give me means a whole lot! ^0^

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:iconmizusawa-yuki:
~mizusawa-yuki 2 days ago  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
( thanks so much for all these fav !)
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~xela1234 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
No problem at all! ^.^
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:iconmizusawa-yuki:
~mizusawa-yuki 2 days ago  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
^^
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~mizusawa-yuki Jun 11, 2013  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for all *^*
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~xela1234 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
No problem at all! ^^
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